I keep having a recurring dream that I'm going to go straight into the day of my wedding unprepared- someone doesn't have the unity sand, I don't have all my accessories that I need, I'm missing something, or I'm running late.
I still have a lot to do. I need to buckle down and make the flowers for my bridesmaids. I need to confirm the cake with the decorator. I need to send in the music list....gods, I have a lot to do. Of course, what do I do nowadays when I'm stressed out? I go to the gym. I run. I'm not really running from my problems, but it just feels good. Hell, I own more workout clothes than I do normal clothes now. Instead of hitting the gym, I should be doing more for my wedding...but I also want to make sure I stay in the size I am now because my wedding dress is a tiny size 6, and it fits perfectly.
My maid of honor is MIA. She didn't put forth any effort to actually plan my bachelorette party or my bridal shower, which is what a MOH is supposed to do. Eventually, she never responded to any of my texts, KIK messages, or calls, and eventually I gave her a deadline of calling me by lunch on an appointed date. She never made the call. I hated to do it, but I had to move on with my plans. I'm sure she had her reasons, or that she was too busy...but if she wasn't able to do it, why didn't she just say so?
:( It sucks so bad, because I want her to enjoy the festivities and the planning as well. I wanted her to experience New Orleans. I wanted her to enjoy her time at a castle. I wanted her to feel appreciated as a MOH. But alas, it was not to be. Shortly after the deadline passed, I acquired a new phone, which meant that I no longer have her number. I think about her, especially when I know I'm in a place that I know for sure she'd absolutely love. I'm sure she isn't thinking about me.
I still have a lot to do. I need to buckle down and make the flowers for my bridesmaids. I need to confirm the cake with the decorator. I need to send in the music list....gods, I have a lot to do. Of course, what do I do nowadays when I'm stressed out? I go to the gym. I run. I'm not really running from my problems, but it just feels good. Hell, I own more workout clothes than I do normal clothes now. Instead of hitting the gym, I should be doing more for my wedding...but I also want to make sure I stay in the size I am now because my wedding dress is a tiny size 6, and it fits perfectly.
My maid of honor is MIA. She didn't put forth any effort to actually plan my bachelorette party or my bridal shower, which is what a MOH is supposed to do. Eventually, she never responded to any of my texts, KIK messages, or calls, and eventually I gave her a deadline of calling me by lunch on an appointed date. She never made the call. I hated to do it, but I had to move on with my plans. I'm sure she had her reasons, or that she was too busy...but if she wasn't able to do it, why didn't she just say so?
:( It sucks so bad, because I want her to enjoy the festivities and the planning as well. I wanted her to experience New Orleans. I wanted her to enjoy her time at a castle. I wanted her to feel appreciated as a MOH. But alas, it was not to be. Shortly after the deadline passed, I acquired a new phone, which meant that I no longer have her number. I think about her, especially when I know I'm in a place that I know for sure she'd absolutely love. I'm sure she isn't thinking about me.
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